The Way Between the Worlds Read online

  Gurdyman nodded slowly. ‘The runes told you Father Clement is the killer. Yet you could not accept this?’

  ‘No, I could not; I cannot,’ Hrype agreed. ‘I have met him, you see. I was very near to Crowland once, the abbey where Father Clement was before he went to Chatteris. Crowland burned down last year, and most of the monks have dispersed while it is rebuilt.’

  ‘Was your presence there anything to do with the fire?’ Gurdyman asked.

  ‘No. It was some months before the fire that I was there. But I was careless, Gurdyman. I was preoccupied with another matter – I will not explain, if you don’t mind – and I allowed Father Clement to witness something that no man should have seen, especially a fanatic like him. He accused me of the usual list of crimes: witchcraft, being in league with the devil, raising evil spirits. You know the rest.’

  ‘Only too well,’ Gurdyman said with a sigh.

  ‘But he only threatened me,’ Hrype repeated. ‘He had all the evidence he needed to have me tried and put to death, believe me. Yet he did not. Instead he commanded me to leave aside my sinful ways and turn to his Lord. I sensed then that he was a good man: hard and tough, unrelenting in his battle to save souls in the way that he thinks is right, yet fundamentally merciful. I managed to speak to others who knew him well, and my first impression was verified. I learned in addition that he was as hard on himself as on those for whom he was responsible. He fasted frequently and was rumoured to administer the whip on his own back.’

  Gurdyman’s eyes narrowed. ‘I see,’ he murmured.

  ‘Father Clement was not a man to kill,’ Hrype stated flatly. ‘It is inconceivable that he murdered two people and tried to poison a third.’

  ‘And so you conclude what?’ Gurdyman prompted. There was a new light in his blue eyes, and Hrype had the strong suspicion that he already knew what was coming.

  ‘The man at Chatteris Abbey who claims to be Father Clement is an impostor,’ Hrype said. ‘For some reason he needed to gain access to the abbey, and so he murdered the real Father Clement, made the death a sacrifice and gave him to the waters of the fen.’

  ‘But you have been at the abbey,’ Gurdyman protested suddenly. ‘Surely you would have noticed if the man calling himself Father Clement was not the man you knew?’

  ‘I made sure he did not see me,’ Hrype said grimly, ‘and so, naturally, I did not see him either. Both Lassair and Edild did, but by the time I had worked it all out, Lassair had already gone and so could not describe him to me. And when I asked Edild if she knew what this Father Clement looked like – she only met him once – she said it had been too dark to make out his face.’

  ‘With Lassair gone, you could not ask her about the appearance of the dead man in the fen either,’ Gurdyman added. ‘And so you came to me.’

  ‘Yes. Will you describe him to me?’

  ‘I will. He was a man of medium height and build, with dark hair and dark eyes. He was thin, almost emaciated, with long, skinny arms and legs. He had a mark around his neck, which at first I believed to have been left by the garrotte that broke his neck, although I came to think subsequently that it was more likely caused by the habitual wearing of something heavy around his neck, for the indentation looked old, and the result of long practice.’ His eyes on Hrype blazed. ‘And he had the marks of a whip across both shoulders.’ He raised his right hand, miming the flicking of a whip over his shoulders. Left, right. ‘Had someone else beaten him, the marks would have been quite different. I have seen the back of a man who has been whipped,’ he added, his face grave.

  ‘The description fits the man I encountered at Crowland,’ Hrype said quietly. ‘It all fits: the colouring, the physique, the emaciation that resulted from rigorous fasting. The marks of the flagellum, I suggest, make it all but certain.’

  Gurdyman nodded. ‘Yes, I agree. So, my old friend, if Father Clement’s body is now in the custody of the sheriff, awaiting burial, who is the man at Chatteris?’

  ‘He is a killer,’ Hrype said. ‘Three people were somehow in his way, or perhaps represented a danger to him. He did not hesitate to murder two of them, and he tried to kill the third.’ He met Gurdyman’s eyes. ‘The question is, why?’

  FIFTEEN

  We clung to each other, crouching down as close to the ground as we could, pressing our bodies against the cold, wet sand. There was no shelter. All we could do was suffer the furious onslaught and hope that in time it would lessen.

  It didn’t.

  The wind was screaming and howling; the rain was like handfuls of small stones flung hard at us from close at hand; the temperature seemed to have dropped so far and so fast that it was as if midwinter had broken out in the middle of spring. Rollo was shivering so violently that I could hear the chattering of his teeth, and I was scarcely any less cold.

  Whatever force was out there, it did not want us anywhere near.

  It was magic: fierce, angry magic.

  The swift succession of events had shocked me deeply. I felt assaulted by the dark power opposing me, shaken to my core at the way it had robbed me of my ability to see the safe path. It was, I am ashamed to say, some time before my mind woke up and began to organize a response. You are not helpless, a stern voice seemed to say inside my head. You have weapons of your own. Use them!

  I sent out a thought to Fox, hoping and praying he was still close. I caught a flicker of russet brown as he flicked his tail. Then, still clutching Rollo, deliberately I put him out of my mind; to do what I was about to attempt, you have to clear your thoughts of everything else, and that was going to be difficult when the most vital part of everything else was holding the man I loved in my arms again. It would have been better to let go of him and move a short distance away, but I knew I wasn’t going to be able to be that strong.

  It was a new skill. Hrype had told me about it some time ago, but as a teacher he doesn’t have Gurdyman’s patience, and it was my present mentor who had slowly and steadily increased my confidence. Believing you can do something, he always says, is three-quarters of the way to doing it.

  I might be helpless, and Rollo all but unconscious, but there was another with me who surely was not: I was attempting to put my own awareness, my own consciousness, into Fox; or, I suppose, make myself become him. It amounts to pretty much the same thing. Under Gurdyman’s tuition, I had become much closer to my animal guide, discovering, to my intense delight, that once I was in the light trance state, I was gaining the ability to see through Fox’s eyes, scent with his acute sense of smell – this could at times be quite alarming and sometimes downright nauseating – and, perhaps most crucially, share his vivid perception of approaching danger.

  As yet I was not very good at it, but I was going to try. I made myself relax, deepened and slowed my breathing, and closed my eyes. I sent my thoughts out to Fox, and he, friend that he is, accepted me. After a time – I have no idea how long it takes – I slid quietly into him.

  With the part of me that still crouched on the ground clutching Rollo, I was aware that Fox was trotting away, nosing back along the safe path that he could see as well as I once could. I felt a sort of wrench as he disappeared into the fog. But, in some unfathomable way that I did not begin to understand, part of me was going with him. And through his bright brown eyes with their golden lights, I saw what I had hoped and prayed to see: the storm, if that was what it was, only pounded down on the place where Rollo and I lay, at the end of the safe path.

  I called Fox back to me and withdrew myself from him, thanking him, thanking the wise guardian spirits that had made our link possible. He stayed close, or at least I thought so. There was no need now for me actually to see him, for his job was done. I now knew that I would only be walking blind for a short distance, just until we came out from beneath the storm, and Fox had shown me where to put my feet. Once we were free of the malignant power beating down on us from out of those deadly black clouds, I would be able to guide us again.

  ‘We must get away from here
!’ I shouted to Rollo. Even though I yelled right by his ear, he barely heard me, for the wind and the hard rain had reached a cacophonous climax.

  ‘It’s not safe!’ he yelled back once I’d made him understand. ‘One slip and we’ll be in it!’

  ‘No we won’t because I’ll be able to see the path!’ I screeched.

  There was a moment – a precious moment that I knew would live with me for ever – when he looked right into my eyes and gave a small nod. It was as if he was saying: I remember your uncanny ability, and I will put myself in your hands.

  Without letting myself think about the awesome responsibility, I struggled to my feet, pulling him with me. He was very weak, and when he picked up his heavy pack and slung it over his shoulder, he staggered. I tried to take it from him, but he would not let me. My heart sank a little as I realized how tough it was going to be to get all the way back along the path.

  But there were other dangers to overcome first. I pushed him behind me, pulling his arms round my waist and holding them there with mine; I wanted him to follow me so closely that he would be putting his feet exactly where mine had been. Then I slipped back into my trance state and set off along the exact route that Fox had shown me.

  One step, two, three, then Rollo and I got into a rhythm and we were moving swiftly back along the path. I counted almost fifty paces, and then quite suddenly the pulverizing rain stopped, the temperature shot up and the fog rolled itself up and disappeared.

  I stopped. Ahead of us was the salt marsh, and I begged the spirits to show me the safe way back. Some benign ancestor must have been with me, for straight away the snaky line of the path lit up as if it had been set on fire. It was so brilliant that I was quite sure Rollo could see it too, and I turned my head and cried, ‘Look! That’s the way we must go!’

  His blank stare told me he could see nothing at all.

  I did not let that affect me. I felt jubilant, invincible. With my eyes fixed on the shining track, I stepped forward. We were walking under a clear blue sky, and the welcome, blessed sun was beating down on our backs.

  I spun round.

  Not even one little puff of fog remained, and there was no sign of the storm.

  I wondered what would happen if we set off back towards the end of the path and the sea that had lapped up so close. I had little doubt that the malevolent power out there would instantly beat down on us again.

  I was not going to put it to the test.

  We were still too close to danger. Taking Rollo’s hand – warmer now, I was relieved to find – I urged him on.

  I had long lost count of the time, but as we neared the line of dunes that marked the end of the salt marsh, the light suggested that it was around noon. Rollo was almost done for. I knew he must rest, and hopefully eat and drink a little, for his strength was all used up. I raised my eyes and looked along the ridge of higher ground, searching for some sort of shelter. The weather was warm and sunny, but I had just had an eloquent demonstration of how quickly conditions could change, and I did not want our period of restoration to be interrupted by having to leap up and find somewhere out of the rain.

  Eventually, I spotted something that I thought might do. It would mean a trudge through the dunes, which would be hard work on legs already aching with fatigue, but I thought it would be worth it. A few hundred paces back from the dunes, I could make out a row of sea-buckthorn bushes, and behind them the dark form of a stand of pine trees. It was, I decided, the best we were going to find.

  The journey across the dunes almost finished us. I don’t know how Rollo kept moving. He was so far gone that he did not even notice when I took his pack from him and slung it on my back. With that heavy load and my leather satchel, it was all I could do to put one foot in front of the other.

  Finally, we reached the pine trees. There were eight or ten of them, and I saw that further inland there were more. But this first little stand was enough. The ground was slippery with a bed of pine needles, which would insulate us if the temperature dropped. I found a sort of cave beneath the lowest branches of two trees, standing so close together that their limbs intertwined. I wriggled my way in, finding that it was just about big enough for two.

  Rollo had slumped down against a tree trunk the moment I had removed my arm from around his waist. Without even asking, I opened his pack and delved down through the first few layers. I found he was well supplied for the outdoors. I also discovered why his pack was so heavy, for in addition to a cloak and a thick blanket, he had a rolled-up animal skin that had been cured so as to make it waterproof.

  I wished I’d looked in his pack when we’d been out there beneath that furious storm. Then – and the thought was an unwelcome one – I wondered why Rollo hadn’t remembered about the contents of his pack himself. Was that malign power so strong, then, that it could even affect a man’s mind, making him unable to help himself?

  I put that thought from me. We were safe now, I assured myself.

  I spread out the animal skin and smoothed Rollo’s blanket on top. Then I got out my own blanket, for, although it was warm enough then, it would grow cold as the day wore on towards evening. Backing out of the pine tree cave, I unwound my shawl and spread it on the ground to dry, in a patch of sunshine that filtered down through the trees to the floor of the glade. My gown was soaked, too, and after a moment’s reflection, I took it off and laid it down beside my shawl.

  Then I turned to Rollo. He was almost asleep, or perhaps lapsing into unconsciousness; I did not know. I felt the urge to hurry, so without giving myself time to think about it, I unfastened his belt and then took off his tunic and hose, spreading them beside my clothes. His undershirt, too, was wringing wet, so I took that off as well. There was a cut on his upper chest, quite new. It ought to have been stitched, for it had healed ragged and bumpy.

  I had to keep telling myself that at that moment he was my patient and I was honour bound to do my best for him. The fact that I was taking such thrilled delight from the sight of his beautiful, naked body must be put right to the back of my mind . . .

  I half-led, half-dragged him inside the shelter. I made him lie down on his blanket, then covered him as far as the waist with mine. I watched as he turned on his side, curling up his legs. His breathing deepened, and I knew he was asleep.

  I stood thinking. My shift was uncomfortably clammy, and once I was lying beside Rollo, it would make him cold. That was my excuse.

  I took it off, put it with the rest of our clothes and, mother-naked, slipped under the blanket beside him.

  Rollo had endured a living nightmare. Physically and mentally exhausted, he slept, motionless and dreamless, for a long time. When at last he began to struggle up towards wakefulness, he found himself, in a mixture of dream vision and memory, going back to the events of the last hours. The path that led nowhere. The terrible quicksand. Strega, dying while he stood helplessly watching. The storm that had driven him to the ground like a feeble blade of grass.

  Kneeling there, collapsing over on his side, believing he was about to die.

  Then, a miracle: Lassair, appearing out of the mist like a beautiful angel . . .

  He was awake.

  He opened his eyes and looked up into the branches of a tree. There was a strong smell of pine resin, reminding him of the wine the Greeks made, sealing their bottles with resin so that the wine was subtly scented with the essence of the tree. He stared down across the blanket that covered him, peering out into the glade beyond. It must be night, for the space between the trees was full of moonlight.

  He realized he was naked. Moving first an arm, then a leg, and feeling warm flesh beside him, he realized that she was lying next to him. She was on her back, and she, too, was naked.

  He could remember only vaguely how they had ended up here beneath the trees. She had virtually carried him for the last few yards, his heavy pack slung over her back, bowing under the combined load. They had both been drenched to the skin. She must have put their clothes out to dry.r />
  He felt something under his head: a bundle of some sort. Exploring it with one hand, he discovered that it was his tunic and hose. She must have got up at nightfall to fetch them, because if she’d left them out in the glade, they would by now be damp again, from the dew. He reached out and touched a similar bundle under Lassair’s head. He smiled. She could easily have dressed once her gown was dry, and he was both touched and excited by the fact that she had chosen to stay as bare as he was.

  The moonlight was strong, and, looking down at her, he could make out her features quite well. Her face was thinner, he thought, but still beautiful in his eyes. The high cheekbones stood out more clearly now, and he could see the fine white scar on her left cheek, shaped like the crescent moon. He had been with her when she had acquired it. She had fought like a tiger that night, throwing her whole self into the struggle, just as she had in the interminable journey from the end of the path back to safety.

  Her body next to him was filling his senses, and he was responding to her powerfully. He very much wanted to touch her, to run his fingers over her smooth flesh until she woke up, and then to bend down and kiss her: her mouth, her neck, her throat, her small, firm breasts, her flat stomach . . .

  He clenched his hand into a fist and firmly drew it back. She was naked, yes, and she had stripped him too, but he knew full well why. They had both been worn out, and had they slumped down and slept as they were, soaked through, they would have woken cold and shivering. As it was, both of them were warm and dry, and their clothes were neatly folded, ready to be put on when they rose. He did not believe she would repulse him if he reached out for her, but somehow he felt that it would have been taking advantage. She meant far too much to him to risk taking a wrong step, especially now, at the beginning of it all.

  He knew without even having to think about it that this was indeed the beginning.